Title: I Love You
By: Kalaya
Pairings: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC-17
Summary: The three words that Sam had been longing to tell Dean was almost never said as they tried to find a way to get Dean out of his deal. But one day, that three words finally came out and the unexpected happened.


The Impala roared down the road with Dean's face so determined that it made Sam feel afraid.

"Dean, where are we going?" asked Sam.

"We're going to do what we should have been doing the minute that this deal was made." Dean said. That was all he said.

"Dean, I need to know, where are we going?" asked Sam.

"Oh, no, no, no," Dean said, shaking his head. "If I so much breathe a word of where we are going, you will try to talk me out of it."

Sam sighed. "You don't have to say it in words, Dean," Sam said. "I know you pretty well and we are going to the crossroad."

Dean looked at Sam in surprise. "I'm that easy to read, huh?" said Dean.

"Pretty much, yeah." said Sam.

Dean suddenly slammed on the brakes and the Impala skidded to a halt.

"Dean, what the hell was that for?" Sam finally exploded after he caught his breath.

"Just making my point, Sammy." said Dean, driving the Impala again.

"But Dean..." said Sam.

"Dammit, Sam," Dean said. "you said you wanted to help but you're not helping right now!"

Sam turned his head around so Dean won't see tears threatening to spill.

Dean did notice that. "Sammy, everything will be all right." said Dean. "I promise."

Sam didn't say anything and Dean lets it pass while they drove to the crossroad.

Sam was fast asleep when the car came to a halt and Dean turned off his engine. He looked over at his baby brother and was relieved. Sam doesn't need to see any more of this drama.

Dean quietly got out of the car and got the things out. Dean didn't notice that a copy of the note of what to do had fallen on to Sam's lap.

Sam woke up while Dean sat in the middle of the strange drawing. He looked down at the note and frowned in confusion. His expression changed to alarm when he realized what Dean was trying to do.

Sam got out of the car and started running to Dean. "Dean! Dean! Don't start the ritual!" Sam yelled. But it was too late. Dean had already started to recite the spell.

When Dean looked at him in confusion, Sam realized with a sinking heart that Dean had done it.

"Dean, why did you do this?" asked Sam. "Who gave you this?"

"The ritual was to break the deal." said Dean. "Why are you acting like this, dude?"

"This ritual was not to break the deal, Dean!" Sam said at the same time black clouds started to form over Dean.

Sam looked up and immediately started running toward Dean. Dean did not have a chance to say anything as Sam yanked Dean out of the harm's way.

The clouds roared angrily as Sam and Dean started running for the car. They got in to the car just in time as the clouds crashed into the Impala.

"Son of the bitch!" Dean swore as he got the car going.

But when they arrived at the motel, Sam can see something was wrong with Dean. Why is his normally blue shirt red? San reached out to touch Dean's shirt. That was when he realized that it was blood.

"Sammy..." Dean groaned. "I don't feel so good." He had already started to look pale.

Sam got into action and took him into the motel room. He had a feeling that he had a lot of work to do, and that includes saving Dean.


Sam helped Dean into the motel room. Dean's breathing had became much swallow as Sam tried to help him to bed.

Sam went into the bathroom and grabbed the first aid kit. When he got back to Dean, his big brother was already on his back.

"Dean." Sam said. "Don't fall asleep, man."

"I'm too tired for this shit." Dean groaned as Sam cut through Dean's shirt.

"It's that bad, huh?" Dean said when Sam took a sharp breath.

"It's bad, Dean." Sam said. "I don't think I can..."

Tears sprung to Sam's eyes as he looked at the hole where Dean's stomach used to be.

"Sam, it's time to let me go." Dean said. "Please."

"No, I won't." Sam snapped, grabbing a book and started to read.

"That's my boy," Dean chuckled before wincing at the pain. "always looking for a solution somewhere."

Dean closed his eyes and everything was quiet for a minute until he heard Sam putting the book down with a sigh.

"Let me guess," Dean said, his eyes still closed. "you didn't find anything."

"Nope, that's where you're wrong." Sam said before he started reciting some kind of spell and taking off his clothes.

Dean was taken aback. "Whoa, Sam, what are you doing?"

Sam didn't say anything as he gently pulled Dean's clothes off and kept on reciting.

Sam looked at Dean, before finishing the spell with a foreign word.

Dean didn't have any chance in reacting as Sam's lips met Dean's with such a force.

But to his surprise, Dean didn't give in. Dean didn't struggle when Sam's tongue found his way in to Dean's mouth and their tongues started to meet. Dean found himself to relax, not even realizing that Sam was now on top of him, rubbing his cock against Dean's cock.

Dean lets out a moan as their cocks rubbed together. "Oh, Sam..." Dean lets out a moan.

They kept kissing and rubbing their cocks together even after they have gotten hard.

"Do me, Sam." Dean whispered, almost begging. "Please."

Sam spits onto his hands and rubbed it on to his hard cock. They didn't have a chance to go get the lube.

Sam looked at Dean as his cock went into Dean.

Dean lets out a moan of both pain and pleasure as Sam began to thrust his hips.

he began to thrust faster and harder as the two bodies met together in the heat of passion.

Sam and Dean cried out at the same time when it hits them, making Sam spill his seeds inside Dean and Dean's onto his stomach.

With a sigh, Sam pulled his cock out of Dean and sat back a little to look at his big brother.

Dean blinked his eyes and looked at his stomach. "How did that happen!" Dean said in surprise. "The hole I have had is gone!"

Sam smiled and then bent forward to kiss Dean on his lips. "It was love, Dean." Sam whispered. "Love."

It was that night that Sam and Dean had gone to bed together naked and holding each other.

Who can says it isn't love?!